no no. not beyonce.

I take that back! I dont want Beyonce's butt.
I'm quite happy with what I've got,
and with what I would gettt....
A firmer pair, of course :)

I REALLY dont wanna attract too much attention
on what's behind me.

Kesihatan Dahulu!

Sounds so cliche when i sed it in BM doesnt it?!

Yeah. Fitness First.
I just joined the gym!!
Hoooraaayyyhh.

Anyways, I'm sorta lucky to get the RM185 package
which makes me the premium member..
I'm now entitled for free locker services,
free towel services,
and free access to Fitness First outlets worldwide (I think)
and oh~! 3 free sessions with a personal trainer!
*wink wink*

yeah yeahhhh...
I was half hoping for some hunkish dude to be
THE one to train me.

but i didnt.
I got Crystal... and she's pregnant..
phew...
imagine the kind of motivation that i get
each time i meet up with her.

the kind that screams in my ear:
"com'on dee! This pregnant lady can lift 10kg weights!
U can do better than that!!!"
(and oh did i mention i was just carrying 2 kg weights?)

I wanna get an ass like Beyonce's
Bring sexy back like Miss hawt Jessica Biel
and of course... earrrnnn Megan Fox's flat abbsssss....

I'm prioritising the flat abs first though.
Which comes with the territorial pains and muscle tears.
argh...

yeah baby.. lets do this!

some differences

noticed the not-so-pretty layout?
yeah..I changed it by accident.

ahh this blog needs a make over
sooner or later

I'll get to it..
soon..i hope. haha

Have you ever been in love?

"Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...you give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt; a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain."

-Neil Gaiman

Aku patut bersyukur

Aku sering tertanya-tanya
aku nak peha aje
kenapa?
masakan aku mmg dah dapat part betis?

Metafora aje ok?

Something is always better than nothing
And everyone cannot get everything
that they want

But
aku sbnarnye memang dah dapat
ape yang orang lain memang susah nak dapat
dia memang lain

Lagipun
aku rasa niat dia
jauh lebih ikhlas dari aku

Cume aku ni tak reti nak
rase cukup dengan ape yang ade

He's doing it all right!
I'm the one who's still so insecure!
Kenape ha?

Aduhai
Tapi takpe
Masih ada banyak masa
InshaAllah

unbelievable!

yang ini memang takleh bla...haish

I like this alot. Deeply touching

burn sugar burrrnnn

I did!
got burnt by hot sugar I mean....

haha. so if u wanna try this,
be extra careful...

I wasnt.
hence the burn.
heheh

sugar waxing rawks!



PS: this isnt my room :D

pujian yang telah membuatkannya malu

kawan baik ibunya berkata
yang dia sudah banyak berubah
sejak kali terakhir mereka bertemu

"wah. dulu dia kecik je...
sekarang dah besar
so pretty
I tak puas
tengok"

"she dah ada boyfriend tak?
my son baru grad!"

oh nooooooooooooooooooooooo

jealous

jealous itu tanda sayang
but how much is too much
right?

I didnt realize how much
of a jealous person I am
maybe I had gone to the extent
of annoying him

but i wouldnt really know
since MY jealousies are usually kept internal

today i was just told of a line
comforting enough for me to feel
at ease

"when he's with you, he belongs to you
when he's with the others, he belongs to the public
so trust him, have faith in him, and be happy with yourself
it's the essense of of a healthy relationship"

jealous, in this case
cuma lah tanda sayang...